clock ticks away

Life seeps away. Unstoppable. We are all clocks ticking away, bounded by a dark ending.Spent one day of my life playing game and watching TV. Didn't go out at all. But well, at least the day started off well. One ABG plus arty and air support took out 3 enemy base with minimal losses. Victory in an unreal world.Cheers.Enough of gaming. Its time to wake up.
Haiz...why am i feeling all so lonely again. Hate the feeling of missing someone.Tried contacting my dear friend yesterday and today but no replies. Ok fair. I didn't reply for almost 3 days. Its the unswayed firmess of Kelvin that makes me all great. Missing someone is normal. Soon, i will get over it. Soon. Hope you are enjoying life over there. Wish I was the one there with you instead. Circumstances. Something i haven't been able to manipulate.
Here i apologise to you yuwen.(Ben you know what to do) Well, i am tempted really tempted by what has been offered. But, as Wong puts it, doing so is immature, self-fish, insensible, unreasonable and a waste of time. I rationalised things, hoping to find a reason to justify my act, give myself an excuse to be with you but. No. End up, you will probably get hurt.Simple I am not into getting people hurt. psst. I thought kelvin believes only in his benefit.

Arg, broke my own rule, started to give a damn.

Well, maybe I didn't. Maybe I have other reasons not to commit. Wong should know. I believe i just figured myself out. Good to have Wong around. A mirror to speak my mind.